These days have been hectic. the departure of my mother for her sister's death made us face reality. Without the support of family it is very complicated paternity. We have been in turns, take and bring to my mother, friends, grandma and whoever anime, make us the favor of taking care while we work.
hate to think the idea of the nursery, just imagine all the babies in the nursery, all alone, with one or two nurses (the best), it makes me angry, but there to face the challenges of life. We're just young and middle-class marriage. Still do not have a home and due to thecrisis we have no job security.
What continues to give us strength is to see your smile, realizing how we recognize how and you learn something new every day (literally). Last night for the first time I saw you playing something (a toy) by choice. The future is uncertain and intense. I'm still in the idea that I'm living the "good years of my life" and so I live them. I thank God for all the blessings poured out on me every day. I remember when my brother died, the bitterness was such that he did not want to get out of bed to wake up, because realizing the horrible reality of my state of mind
