Title: X is unknown
Author: Cookiesfactory
Fandom / Pairing: Gossip Girl-Chuck / Dan
Rating / Warnings: MA, sex, ugly words, typical
Spoilers: Gossip Girl 2x13 y. .. mmm .. Batman, maybe?
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hoomygoth because it is AWESOME, it is the best influence of the fandom, it is the mother cell and which introduced me to the Chuck / Dan, and just because, bucking. It could also be said that
The second time it's been three weeks and are in early November and frozen class Dan arrives and is found there in his room.
(At the residence of Yale, Dan has a room to himself, a privilege in New York, where St. Jude had been a boarding school, or even have hoped to have because it is Dan Humphrey and has a million dollars for expenses. At Yale, Dan was with two letters of recomendacióny a publication in the New Yorker and money is still important, always important
, but feels that there are fewer barreras for him).
When she arrives, Chuck is comfortably lying on his bed with his feet on his desk chair, a laptop on your stomach and it seems-and is-an attack laughter.
Surprise paralyzes him a couple of seconds, because Dan was sure there was more chance that pigs will fly and sing ballads of the Pistols that they returned to be in such a short time.
(Although, again, not that it was wanting, not that I had been thinking about it. Maybe a little, in some class and while studying, but pop; aacute; s that ficcióny that, in reality, your life is different).
Chuck just looks up the screen to listen to, and responds with a kind of laughter that does not reach much. (Dan wants to be mean and think that they can laugh, just not know how to smile like normal people, because it is bitter and is a cocoon). mutters a "Hell" that comes from the soul and is tipped to take the laptop, stealing, oddly, without much effort.
"Why, are not you going to let you finish reading your masterpiece? He asks Chuck, con the eyes out laughing and when Dan closes the lid with a snap and leave your computer on the table, put a false gesture of disappointment. Wow, now I'll never know if the wretched boy from Brooklyn came to mourn while fucking another thinking it was Serena ...
Dan opens his mouth, insulted, his ears red because it is unfair, because it was written years ago (in the summer that cut with Serena and went on to lift every skirt he could looking for something that had gone to the Hamptons or perhaps never existed), but before he can defend, Chuck glances up and down, as evalu & am HTMLXC
The question is almost the same but the response changes:
-I visit
And it's the same response from the last time in the bar, and it's ú Finally they want to hear Dan, because if you remember that night, remembers the kiss and willpower rather is using now to ignore the fact that Chuck is lying on his bed, the same bed where he has three weeks joints, night, bedtime always, always remembering the kiss, always resisting relief.
(And Dan is not sure of many things inlife, but it is that if Chuck Bass puts you hard, you're really screwed.)
might say "Do you visit me," but part of it prevents it, because if Chuck has gone to his room on an impulse, will not be é , l who remember it.
"Well ... How about a New York? He asks
(If he remains silent, Chuck, with a little luck, aburriríay would go, but Dan hates silence and knows that if he does not speak, the silence is uncomfortable , though perhaps s & Overhaulyou, so for him because Chuck is stretched and appears to be at home)
-Same as always.
- Have they put the Christmas tree at Rockefeller? He asks, not that really interests you, but sometimes check both of New York unless you think he will die. And have you ..?
-Daniel, seriously, do not you consider all those things your father in your daily quick call? "I cut Chuck, staring vacantly the fingernails.
"No
" Well Just ask, or read the news. Sand denies, is twenty years, has matured and will not fall into that childish, or speak.
-Vale-end response, but in their defense, say they hated and always hated the silence (though not ever admit that until three weeks ago, did not care to be quiet with Chuck Bass)
And Chuck smiles, says "OK" and follows the game. Are thus a while -
ok, ok, vaaale
- time enough for the both of them head spin but nobody wants to give, and in the sixteenth, Chuck starts to get bored (or so crDan ee) and take one of the photos you have on your nightstand.
(In general, Dan did not like the pictures, not only because he went wrong, but because it seemed to capture the essence of persons and the heat of the moment. It seemed ; an static and lifeless, but when he arrived at Yale, he realized that when your life changes, such static images is the only thing you have left to remember that things were different)
The photo is old, its first year of high school, when he still was not breathing the air of the Upper East Side and was not immersed in the atmosfera spoiled, dysfunctional children and riches that fill the worst gaps, and his world was small, very small, practically reduced to the four people who sat next to him (Jenny His parents and Vanessa).
Without saying anything more than "worth" of the day, Chuck left in place and take the other marks on the table and Dan gets tense, because it is the photo of Serena and suddenly, it feels ... rare. Not uncomfortable, or sad, but always watching and will remember what was and should never have been, the world becomes black, "just weird.
(Try not to think that the reason may be that, when at night thinking about Chuck and refuses to kiss and masturbate, to remind Serena and said that is preventing tarnish his memory, not consoles)
hoped that, after all, after the conversation in the bar, Chuck look at the picture and not make any comment, but expect some Chuck Bass is like expecting you to touch the loteríao the sky turns green, happens once every hundred years or never happens, "because he never, ever goes the way you imagine and / or want to continue.
"Well, well, Daniel, Sated that attracted you, but not to the point of having me in your nightstand, "she says with a grin, and Dan hit a start because of all the things I had thought I would say , to (at the bottom, I knew I would not stay quiet), that's the last I expected (or rather, that
not expect it at all).
- What?! Shrieks a little at first, because he has caught by surprise and when reassembled, added:
"But what do you say, man? He asks, staring in disbeliefhave to stoop to look at when he says "Here I go out." And it's true Serena behind that smile, full of life and it looked as if the answer to all questions in the world, at the bottom of the photo, Chuck comes out with Nate at his side.
(All are in uniform and Dan can not remember when they took the picture, is that before Christmas and before that fight they had Nate and Chuck in the door of the school by Blair and muttered curses because they can not remember when it did, but remember that episode of Chuck's life, no less).
-Nate also leaves-answer,as a defense. "I am also in love with Nate? Chuck
also leans on the picture, because, frankly, had not realized that his best friend also came.
"You will know, Humphrey," he says with a half smile and Dan suddenly comes up with their heads close together, close enough to make one move and kiss the other.
you think you want to kiss Chuck, even though he knows it will not do it because Chuck Bass is a hand cut off before touching and that the last time was nothing special, was to give aoco at first, begging (
"praying?" By God, Dan, are fatal ) because it aside and say "Sorry, get your language
my mouth," groping and stroking gently, causing little.
You lips entangled with Chuck and suddenly, just like that, something explodes, enter ebullicióny Chuck is answering, have grasped at each other, spend the hands of arms to the face and kiss, kiss, kiss.
may take twenty minutes or twenty centuries (do not know, because time flies and they are slipping through their fingers but they do not care because they have busy fingersskin and in fact the only body part that seems to be alive are the lips) and when Dan manages to take place in bed, confident that they will get laid in the air fleet is gathering body as fattened by their breathing accelerated, by the whispers between kisses -
more, now, again, all, give me - by the crackle of the mattress.
However, Chuck things never go as expected and Dan should know already, but is surprised and release a kind of groan-groan when her mouth and fingers away leaving the area of skin on the waistband pants before he touched her was not so smooth. CH
TMLXC Chuck gets out of bed, smoothed his suit, looks at his watch and then looks at him.
"I'm leaving," he announces, and Dan is too busy trying to lift the lids to protest. (But
want to protest, that, ultimately, is what counts).
Le look, with a thinly veiled eyes, a little cloudy, like it has glass eyes, and Chuck wants to shake off the chill that runs along the back because it is a threat because it reminds him of a night on the Victrola and a lot of feelings that are herejíay sin for a Bass and does not want. (For anything)
He kisses one last time, leisurely and without much effort, lack of interest. Dan is tempered somewhat when Chuck left and is already in the door, reacts almost yells
- Will you be in New York this holiday season? "Yes
(A" Yes "almost lapidary and by the way you say, seem to be saying that is the master of the whole city and what Dan has read recently in the Financial Times and newspapers as well, he was about to be).
CHTMChuck is HTMLXC which is on the threshold and this time, Dan does not ask what makes there. It says "A visit, right?" While Chuck goes to his side, touching but no room to spare, and across the floor toward her room.
- Pink, Daniel? He asks as he enters and finds the cover on her bed and playing hard.
"I have put my sister," Dan is lying, because it seemed best to put on to explain that there is a song (Just like a pill ) who reminds him so Ely the line isnd since the morning.
course, lie in New York, because Chuck did not do it at Yale and left (it was) with the win but there is no reason to wait.
(Not even Blair, even Serena, or even hated)
fucks like Chuck speaks: deliberately slow, making you cling to the last trace of touches as you should hold on to the last syllable of a word, waiting, longing
, the next, wanting to know how it ends.
smells like fucking Chuck (dangerous, expensive, h & acute; ntica, was careful both in it.)
clothes are drawn to jerks, pant their names with names and everything, Dan bites his chin, kisses him on the taut line of his jaw. - Thus, Humphrey? Do you like
and
? You want it? "Chuck asked, with that dirty and evil voice, while his hand is plunged into Dan's crotch and starts to move.
-Dan-gasp own name, trying to sound annoyed. Call me Dan Chuck c devilish smilesgainst his shoulder and bites you.
Do not tell me I have to do, Daniel, "he replied and he lunges for the first time, hard.
Dan let out a scream, moans and gasps and feels himself drowning in that placerdolor that runs throughout the body, but knows that if he goes away, will drown for real. At the end, are two other drenched, sweaty and disgusting and they are dropped against one another breathlessly.
When your neurons get caught mashed a little body, become more solid, Dan asks if everything just hacto make clear how it is. When Dan sticks his elbow in the stomach, also to make clear how, snorts once Masy adds. Since you are so eager to know will tell you that my practice is reduced to a gay younger brother, five seasons of Queer as Folk and a boring summer in the Hamptons
(omits the detail that , recently, I again asked Eric the series and is still in your suite)
After a while, a long time to be lying, a little drowsy and gone, rise of bed.
- Whydid you dress? Dan asks him, in his underwear next to the fridge (there is no need for anything else, his father and sister are not coming back) when you see it appear in the pants, shirt and socks.
"I will not catch a viral infection, Humphrey. Here you have to bug ... "Chuck replied with a grin, sitting in one of the stools.
Still, Dan knows, but do not know why I know, that has been dressed on purpose to annoy, to torture and have to lose time in undressing in the next assault . CHTMLC Previously, Chuck was planning to answer "Batman Robin rider, you want us to play that?" And so return them both to the pleasure of sex spiral that marked the gave a whole, but says nothing, does not know what to say and left cheek resting against the crown of Dan, the tiny curls to be formed in the swirl tickling the skin and the tenderness with which he talked about tickling him in the heart.
They remain in this position without any move during the two hours the film lasts almost three hours of the next, until que to fall asleep and end up lying down on top of each other.
The scene is repeated, although not exactly like that, days later, Chuck's suite this time, and little by little, it becomes a habit of being together. Change
places, sometimes it is the loft or Dan's room at Yale, others, the Palace Suite, limousine or the streets of New York, and also change, but not too the things they do (they kiss, fuck, eat, argue, sleep, talk, insult, live) and before they realize, they have become accustomed to each other. is not quected to be a lament for the death of Serena and their inability to love someone else, you lose the character of trite elegy for a loved one's heart and loses epic fantasy a, loses some of that pain and win existential realism.
The protagonist is still a moron with too many personal opinions and too critical of demásy little himself, but the lines are blurring the stereotypes, because Dan always believe in fairy tales , but has learned that the world is not divided into princesses, knights and villains, good and evil, and it seems that judges less.
(He has learned that villains are also essentially a hero, that princesses do not die of love and are not prisoners of the highest skyscraper in the Upper East Side, that knights-errant are not infallible, that are wrong and not become legends to save his beloved from death, but to survive, because there is nothing wrong with survival)
When finished, Vanessa is the first to read it.
Because Vanessa is her best friend and always supported him in a dream difficult because it encouraged him, said he did not say if those who wrote vulgar things, thatas unintentionally, it's up to Chuck.
"Maybe I publish it, she tells Dan, when you give it.
is June, hot weather, are in the suite of the Palace and Dan spends an hour and a half, the time for Chuck to read the hundred-odd pages of history as a turning caged animal.
"Not bad, Humphrey," he says, when it ends, dropping the stack of papers with a thud on the table. Mocking smiles when he sees Dan choking and add the compliment. For you, of course.
Dan looks bad, very bad, butdo the same, old habits never die and there are certain things you can not avoid) "Okay, and what does this mean X-bar? "Chuck adds, pointing to the second part of the title:" / X ".
(There are things you can not help but change)
"It's like an equation, but not exactly. More like what you put on the agenda, tries to explain, entwining and separating the fingers and suddenly nervous, because I got a boost and it is not so sure it was a good idea. The date of death of Serena beinghe will always be exposed and will scare you to be vulnerable), he looks under the tabs and see him still more quiet than it has ever been, static eye diving title and Dan knows that he has not noticed.
course has realized as Dan looks into his face, lifted his head sharply as if it has Chuck Bass is not rosy cheeks and blushing is not called, come down and see God.
Perhaps because of nerves, or the rarity of the situation, or perhaps something that does not look like anything to that, Dan laughs at bajini, but she laughs.
sometimes laughs because he remembers that one of the reasons he gave for loving her was that Serena was totally unaware of its effect in Ely always seems funny because Chuck does realize its effect on é , l, Chuck takes advantage of that effect, but at times like this, Dan asks if you really know to what extent it influences. When I heard laughing, Chuck reacts (never thought that what they say there are times when you get caught, it seems that time stands still and you're left hanging from them so do not think that just came out a trance) and looks very intently, his eyes almost reduced to slits.
"You're a girl, Daniel," he says, swallowing the ball has at the beginning of the throat and a smile that is as insulting as charming.
And Dan laughs again, a clean laugh, because the time is over and this is what they are: hate not fake it, love each other without saying, a lot of emotional complexity and not a parody of themselves .
- Want to show you how small I am? He asks, mimicking that seriously, which is dirty and provocative talk, while leaning toward him.
Chuck's smile is genuine, is unique
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